We're no longer human beings, we're the destructive empty vessels of what left us years ago!


Love, M.J.Leo

Are you an idiot?

You were apart of the mob and you think it's okay to speak about it on live television? These freaking women are such fucking morons. I think they're asking to get shot. No amount of celebrity is going to change the fact that you put people away because you ratted. If anything, becoming more noticeable is only making it easier for you to get shot. I'm going to write a book and go and speak about it on the view... I'm so intelligent!!

I started another blog

I started a movie blog. It's where I will give my two cents about movies I've seen, either new or old. I tend to have a different viewpoint then most people so I thought it would be fun. I just have one post as of now, but I will definitely be posting more because I have nothing better to do since I'm not employed like the millions of others out there. So check it out, theeccentricviewersmovieguide.blogspot.com

Clarity

I can't sleep. I'm watching sex and the city and it's making me feel like I don't have friends like they do. They call each other to freak out or to talk when they're depressed. Why don't I have friends like them. In other words, it's day two of being sober and it's driving me nuts. I know that it's not going to be a long lived sobriety because I have my brothers birthday fire island, pines party, shindig, thing and I know I will not be sober for that. It's nice to be around gays and it's nice to feel like you're exactly where you're supposed to be, but I don't feel like I'm one of them. I'm not a fan of the beach, gays and the beach are like cosmos in a martini glass. There is no way of getting away from those horrible stereotypes and that's a bit unfair, but so is everything else in this horrible country. I don't feel comfortable on a beach, in the sun, and surrounded by men that can scrape the moss off a rock with their abs. I just hope that, that day won't be sunny with no clouds and ninety something degree weather because then I will be looking like a glacier on a beach. I just... have never been a fan of the beach.


I feel like I can cogently sort out my thoughts. I can't sleep for shit now. I am going to be up forever because I'm not passing out from inebriation. I guess, I'm just nervous about it because I'm insecure and always feel unwanted. Oh goddess, listen to me whine about how insecure and upset with myself I am. Hmmm, maybe that's why I drink away the thoughts because I can't bare to listen to them.

P Run... the first season

So, of course I did absolutely nothing today, but just veg on the couch and watch project runway's first season. I'm watching, and I'm watching... I begin to build this utter distaste for this woman, Wendy Pepper. I mean, one, just look at the crazy in this woman's countenance and the ridiculous eye shadow that she thinks is acceptable. That alone should be a red flag to the viewer that this woman is not right. Anyway, the show continues on and the way that this woman snakes her away around every challenge makes you want to just throw something at her. I don't know why this attitude began to surface, but for some reason I began to loathe and despise this snake of a woman. I will waste no more time on this woman, I thought I would just state an opinion of this woman even though the show has been over for so long now.