Time is moving relatively fast now. I don't know why? I have so much on my plate right now, it's not even funny. I have to put so much energy into so many things now. I have to make sure that I'm selling as much as I can when I'm at work. I have to remember to do all the different papers and homework from school. Plus all the other tumultuous things that swivel in my brain. Sometimes I catch myself not even thinking. I totally blank out and have no idea what was just happening, it kind of scares me a little bit. I don't know what this means, but it happens a lot more now. You know what's really funny, I started writing things down so that I will remember to do them. I never used to be like that, I used to remember everything. This semester is a lot harder than the last one. My teachers are stricter on grading, and seem to be more heartless than my last semester. Only four more weeks and then I don't have to think about school till July.
I hope I will find the balance. I just have to keep breathing and remember, this is what I want!
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