Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Well the weather wasn't great

The snow slash water that was the outdoors today was outrageous. Classes this morning were cancelled because of the weather so that was a good thing, but still just real nasty outside. This week has gone really fast. The next semester has started and its keeping me busy. I mean I don't do much of anything else, so its not like im missing anything. Plus, im gaining knowledge so that I can be more pretentious and arrogant. At least I can admit that im arrogant sometimes. So yea, I'm learning and its exciting.
PEACE!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Cold to the touch

I'm glad that I am at this point in my life. I'm building my life now, learning the skills to a future career. I haven't written anything in about a month and I'm upset with myself. I can't believe that I haven't expressed anything in a month. I have been progressively working and going to school and its kept my mind at ease. I don't feel uneasy, mad, sad, or anxious. In some ways I have become emotionless. No ups and downs, no back and forths, just nothing. I'm rather sick of friends and all I want to do is entrench myself in school and think of nothing else. It might very well be unhealthy, but I want nothing but A's. The whole party life has lost its attractiveness; I can care less. I can care ten times less about anyones problems at this point, they're all superfluous. My friends are starting to make me sick, even my car doesn't like them, hahaha.
So I move forward and refuse to turn back.
Life doesn't get easier by sitting on your ass.
Things need to change. The monotony isn't getting any better, in fact, its getting worse.

I believe I need to change everything around me because it breaks my heart to see the things I see.