I have so much love for this fantastically wonderful girl that I work with. She has gotten the rotten end of the stick and still seems to try and put a smile on her face. It makes me sad to think that all the great people in my life have such tumultuous lives. I know it might sound weird to say this, but I wish that these people could have everything they deserve and if I could give it to them I would gladly give it! This is why I wish I could win a butt load of money so that I could make the people that are so absolutely worthy of a lift, the money they need. I need a big change in my life. Hopefully money to give to people that need it in my life. I can't stand to see this poor girl suffer any more than deserves.
The thing or things that would make me completely happy and feel fulfilled is if I could give the hope that these great people are looking for. Also, my mother, that miraculous woman, she deserves so much more than I can give. I wish I could give her the money she needs to finally get away from her horrific marriage.
I know that these things would make me feel beyond what words could describe.
