Thursday, September 18, 2008

disused

Date:sept 18, 2008

Time:8:18

Place: women studies

I rather disused with school already. I hate waking up. I hate having to drive here, and I hate all the people that go here. This place sucks but what can u do? I have to get out of here so this is what I have to do. My back is killing me wtf im only 20 and my back feels like its 90 years old. When I went to the chiroprator it was awesome when he cracked it and my back was like totally fine and I was like yes awesome. Now it feels like it went right back to the pain shooting down my back and into my left leg. Its fucking lovely.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Pain Killers

Date:September 17, 2008

Time: 12:28

Place: TV Room


Hot Pink Horse Pills. Yes they are huge and pink but they are very nice. The destroy any pain and its awesome. I recently fucked up my back apparently so yea it hurts. Anyway their just awesome. I didn't go to math today cause I was like nah no thanks. Fuck that, right, math. Omg someone just ran up a moving car and then smashed his face into the concrete. Lovely people do some really stupid shit just so they could record it. Those fucking Jackass people are as simple put, Jackass'.

Woooo the pills are kicking in and I'm feeling fabulous. I need to go and get coffee.

You know what theirs a lot of things that are just completely whack in this town in this world. I don't know why people still keep getting up in the morning. Life definitely is a roller coaster never knowing when the track will start climbing back up. I wrote a poem with that line in it back when i was like in 10th grade and my teacher thought that i was going to hurt myself, Isn't that hilarious. Well it also went along with, I'm never going to see the track make its climb again before i get off the ride or something of that nature. So yes, i guess you could ascertain that i would maybe end up hurting myself. I shouldn't diminish that teacher she truly was the best, utterly amazing, person.

Oh My God, Someone just said that seabiscuit should hit the glue factory.

Birthday's

Date:september 16

Time: 2:40pm

Place: kitchen

Its my birthday eeeek I turn 20. Its just another age. But was really funny my birthday buddies brother said that she was an antique. I thought that was funny. I didn't do anything special but get slightly wasted. I got a present from my friend it was a tart burner it smelt good. I went to the chiropractor to to get my back fixed. Apparently my right hip was like slightly up and my right leg was shorter than my left. Then he cracked my back and it was awesome the sound that came out of my back was scary but my back feels much better.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Angels In America

Date: sept 15, 2008

Time:10:15pm

Place: my room

Im watching one of the most powerful and longest movie I have ever seen. It's based in new york city with certain people and their dealings with the outbreak of AIDS in the 80's. It stars Al Pacino, Meryl Streep, Emma Thompson, and Mary-louise Parker. This isn't the first movie mary-louise has done with AIDS as the premise of the plot. This movie is six hours of struggles, pain, sorrow, and hope. I love when mary-louise goes through the refridgerator and comes upon the burning christmas tree and then realizes she's really outside. I I I I, lol when emma thompson bursts through the ceilings was the funniest thing ever. Everyone gives such an amazing performance in this movie and everyone of them are brilliant actors. I mean its not hard to truly get into the characters and truly understand the struggles when you've seen it first hand. Well I can't speak for any of them as to whether they have experienced any of it themselves. Definetly a great movie and if you have not seen it you definetly should. It is a little long though but if u have the time definetly watch it.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

tv's

Date: september 14

Time:8:07

Place:my room

I got a new tv. Well its not really a new tv just not my own. My granparents were getting rid of their big mamma jamma of a tv so I took it. It is really fucking heavy it took three people to lift it up my stairs. Me trying to finagle it through my doorway was really funny I was like wiggling it and like jumping over it to get it from another side, it was crazy. Its really huge though and it looks really weird in my room. When I was moving it, it like slid and it almost feel of the stand and like fell on me, I screamed really loud. I think my life flashed before my eyes cause I was like this thing is going to crush me. But it was all good I caught and put it up right. Gahh. My birthday is in two days and I just want it to be over. My birthday never ends up working out the way I wanted it to so I just always want it to be september 17. Your just another year older and nothing changes so why bother getting excited over it. I guess that's pretty negative nancy to think that way but I just don't want to get my hopes up hmmmmmm wow boredum. And writing this on my sidekick is so much easier than typing on the computer.

shit

Date: september 14

Time: 6:52pm

Place: kitchen

I totally forgot to blog the past two days cause I had a crazy birthday weekend. My friends birthday was this friday and my other friends birthday was last night. I got really drunk the past two nights and totally forgot about everything. well im gonna put in more blog entries so that I can make up the past two days so I will put another entry in soon. It was a crazy weekend. I met this crazy british girl who had like pink hair and all that crazyness. Sugar honey iced tea. I can't believe it has been another year already im gonna be 20 in like two days its crazy two decades. Well I will write about more of the crazyness when I have more time later. Peace.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

fustration with editing

Date: sept 11, 2008

Time: 10:43pm

Place: room

Jesus mary, I really need to chill out on the over analyzing and the editing. It was really fustrating. My comp was fucking up and then I had to use my brothers computer. Then I remembered that it doesn't have a printer and was flipping out. So I mailed the paper to my email and printed it on the other comp. When I opened the paper it wasn't in the format and paragraph spacing that it was supposed to be in. I had to re format and I was like bahhhhh. I don't know but it seems like things just don't seem to go my way a lot, its daunting but you have to rise above it. I'll keep trying to keep that in mind and try not to over react.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Yay

Date: Sept 10, 2008

Time: 2:28

Place: Comp Room

Like Yay!!!! I just finished my paper for my English class and its fantastic. I read it over like 5 times and i was like whoa. My writing has gotten a lot better than when i was younger. I guess that's to be expected but honestly, yay. I'm glad that i got it finished already i just have to type it up. I'm glad that I'm back in school, the parking sucks but just doing something that's auspicious is fulfilling. Hmmmmmm, I have nothing to write about, nothing out of the ordinary has happened today. I do want it to be Friday though, It's almost birthday time. I always get excited before my birthday but then when it gets there I'm like blah whatever. My birthdays never turn out the way i want them to. I'm just waiting till next year when i turn 21 cause it's going to be fucking awesome. Yea!!!!!!!! 21!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaa those stupid girls. Yes and Pink is a scary hoochie mama, i do not want to piss her off.